I am that same willing girl
and these two anklets
are the same two
that went to men for sex.
I am the one who's poor now
among us womenfolk,
our natural-born modesty
being our wealth.
So, when I straddled him,
ashamed when my memory came back,
I panicked
and recognized my own slender body.
First I gave up my masculine ways.
Then I gave up on him.